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Wednesday, April 06, 2005 Yea, so if u havent known already i din get past the interview stage of council 2005. And seriously, at the start, when told, I wasnt all too upset. As mentioned in earlier entries, i probably din do as well as i could have and i felt tt they probably felt that i din deserve the chance. But now i m pissed. And anyway, since i no longer m in it anymore, it gives me the right to bitch all i want about it. in all seriousness, i thought that the entire process was really really screwed. It lacked real transparency for all the matter. I mean, seriously, looking at certain people who got in, i m really insulted by how they see it. I m insulted at how everything about a person counts for nothing. And probably, the entire process was never fair in the first place. People interviewed by a different panel - what was the yardstick for selection? At the same time, how can a contrived conversation lead to you knowing how good a person necessary is? Questions that are meant to be able to tell and see that you shine. Yar rite. they should very well all go b psychologists. I probably sound like some sore loser and a bloody big asshole. Well, maybe i really am. But essentially, i m pissed simply becoz of the presence of certain people in the list. And mind u - these r not ppl tt i hate. But ppl hu hv so proven to b bigger assholes and so much more inept. I m simply insulted that an interview is all that counts in the entire process. I dont noe. M in a mess rite noe now tt the anger within me has died down after bitching/talking to certain ppl hu din get in as well (and mind u, rather capable ppl). So as u can c ... this entry probably doesnt make much of a sense. I dont noe. JC life seems so tough, where nothing seems to go rite. Rejection everywhere begins. And i do so think tt my application for moe scholarship hasnt gone thru. Yea. And i kinda suck at watever i do. I must seem like a loser. On another note, for those hu got in and deserved it, congrats and go all the way and get rid of all those useless fwits. good luck. I hv come out wif all sorts of theories abt y the few of us din make it, but putting it up here would probably make me look like a bigger asshole that i already am. But until they make it clear why, i think the theories r all rather possible. Anyway, an interesting thing to note: No debaters actually got thru. Except navjote - hu was in o2. Well maybe we r all tt much hated. Maybe i shouldnt have tried. Maybe i shld juz slack and not even bother abt such things. Maybe i juz shouldnt have bothered abt so many stuff when i came rj. Maybe i shld juz sit back, relax and be a nobody hu sucks at watever he does. junyi! posted at 2:17 pm.
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