i hv finally finished the chapter on chemical bonding. time left to common tests is lyke so little. but m doing all i can to ensure tt at least i do noe enough at least to pass ...

it's past midnight ... i guess the coming morning would b another new morning ... probably another routine day ... a certain somebody has inspired me to mug cell bio 2ml ... haha and we r supposed to come online to check our progress after studying. haha. and i m getting a morning call at the unearthly hour of nine. nvm. not tt i m complaining at all. can only do me good. these weird little things tt we do and the random chats online after 11 or so can sooooo lighten up the mood ... the tensed mood of fear that we have ... fear of failing, fear of screwing up. You know, it really is funny when we learn in all the lifeskills lessons, civics lessons abt not being afraid to fail? yet, it is this very motivation - the fear to fail and the want within us to do well that pushes us to actually bother abt studying.

sometimes i wonder y ppl r all studying. this definitely isnt an exam, much less a major one ... and this is actually one of the few times i c ppl bothering. and peer pressure works - to an extent. at least most ppl i noe hv started studying. maybe i m mixing wif the wrong crowd. haha.

alrite. i hv finally understood how meagre my monthly allowance is. but i hv managed to get by. so i guess it isnt too bad - tho i m qte sure it's less than wat a minister earns in an hour. haha.

a really random entry. juz feeling bored and tired after the whole topic on chem bonding. allowing for my brain to digest all the info first...

junyi! posted at 12:43 am.