i am not in any mood to do anything really, but i thought i owed it upon myself to thank those who actually showed concern (somehow) since day 1. Perhaps i have never been myself these days. but i m ok. like really. big shocks really, given i DID study and yet ended up doing worse than some people who consistently denied having done so. the truth is, how do u feel when u hv studied and not done well? Besides injustice of course.
Life isn't fair. it never has been. And perhaps like what J said in an email once, life presents many setbacks - many requiring luck, many requiring cunning & some requiring merit. and perhaps, the luck and cunning isn't there.
in a way, this series of examinations has been an experience. if anything, i guess i wld jus work harder. and tho i strongly want my s paper for econs, i jus doubt the existence of any flexibility involved for me to take it.
o well. have learnt a lot this year. since i came to rj. and perhaps this is all meant to be. all these painfully reminds me of the sec 2 exams.
for now, it is ihl debates this sat. here we come =)
congrats to those hu did well. and for those hu did not, take heart.
next year. jus wait and see. i would do it. if next year is going to be a bad year, then i m going to change it.
