saturday's debates went well. sort of anw. we did all we cld i guess and hopefully we wld do even better this coming sat.

jus told my parents my results. i noe. very late indeed. but i needed time to gear myself up! sigh. it is depressing when you get one of the parental units accusing u of not trying your best, helping you cook up excuses for not having done well. i jus feel very cheated. cos no one recognises tt u hv worked hard. and perhaps, there is really nothing we cld hv done about it since in any real life situation, people do look at ur results anw. try telling them u did study. aiya i m jus not very smart i guess. of course Mr N would beg to differ but seriously - if u studied hard and din get desired grades, maybe u arent tt intellectually inclined. hv i said tt before already? o well. i hv let myself done. but the worse thing is he often seeks to rub salt into wounds.

PW now. i hope we do ok.

i m sleepy and tired.

everyone. cheer up.

junyi! posted at 9:21 pm.