it's funny how things turn out in the end. terribly. i guess it's when you realise all your contributions, all your other awards count for nothing when you screw things up. Because remember the times they told you that CCAs remain important? Yes, that was based on the fundamental assumption (and now proven to be flawed) that you WOULD get your 4 As. That you WOULD get that damn A1.

so life sucks. i guess you cant be lucky all the time. but life goes on and as i promised sg mk, i WILL book in on sunday.

i suppose it's now time to straighten out my thoughts, decide where i want to go from here, desperately beef up my personal portfolio, beg for recommendations to justify those freaking Bs. On the bright side, I have 2 years to do that.

And if i dont succeed. Maybe i can sign on with the army. Since it's the only place that doesnt require me to speak proper english.

Congratulations to everyone else. really.

junyi! posted at 12:10 am.