My eye is sore and maybe swollen. My muscles are aching.

Yea. As u can c, i m so freaking unfit and there really is something wrong wif my eye - yea my right eye.

Nevermind. Anywae. the past few week has been rather interesting for me. and btw ... i hv an indian name ... it is dharma. haha. It all started when the guys were prepping and by 5 all of us couldnt think anymore so started crapping around wif the fuckwits & numbskulls (no kidding ... tt's really their team names) and so we gave every1 indian names ... with auyong being the saree-stealing manslut, ter being the violent bhima, fahd being the monkey etc and of course sarala being given a chinese name. Yea. It was fun. haha.

O yea. Congrats to RJ for having made it to the semis of SRJCs ... it was really shocking & disappointing when we saw the no. 5 beside rjc but it's all an illusion ... haha ... with 1 being the title. Lol. yep. so congrats again! MUZ WIN AH!

O yes. And i m the new asst coach of ri! haha. All seniors currently coming down to help out will be given new positions. haha. Neoh claims it's coz i muz live up to the service award ... but seriously man ... i guess it is more of a feeling of an obligation to come down to help, esp from how my team hv benefitted last yr from seniors coming down...

Yep. I hope i do make some sense in these recent entries, coz i really sometimes dun even noe wat the heck i m typing. O wells. fuckwits & numbskulls hv their debates coming on fri. Go for it man! Good luck! :]

junyi! posted at 9:39 pm.

Hello! CCA feste was just today and I decided to sign up for lyke quite a few ccas ... 5 to be exact ... and it really isnt alot considering tt i do noe of ppl hu signed up for 10? 13? CCAs ... And here r the few ccas tt i signed up for ...:

1. Debates (which i m in already)
2. Interact
3. RECAS
4. HISSOC
5. Players

Of which players would generally be of lowest priority to me coz i doubt if i can commit and basically joining coz lots of em r joining and i juz going to c how it really is lyke since i really m not into much acting.

Hv been going to RI debates to bum around ... and hopefully ppl think tt i m of at least some use there ... haha. It is quite fun to go down really and it does bring back some memories. It does feel good to help (& to get a lift home ... haha ... tks sawachu 4 the lift :)). Haha. I hope they will win this time. But for goodness sake ... have fun too, k?

O yea. I m helping some1 sell Cocoa Tree vouchers at $10 each for some fundraising efforts. Please approach me if interested. It is quite a good bargain since u get 10 bucks voucher for tt 10 dollars and in return will b helping in some fundraising efforts! So if u can ... lyke approach me. haha.

O yes. And i hv decided to stop spreading stuff abt ppl (be it true or false) coz i realised tt i hv been making enemies ... ok maybe not ... but it is not exactly helping me when ppl get pissed for the things tt i tell others. Hence ... for world peace ... i shall stop doing this. I am sorry ppl. But from now ... i will attempt to keep my lips sealed for certain things ... for 1 of my aims in RJ is to make as many frens as possible!

Alrite. Not really into blogging these days. sigh. I need the motivation. Maybe somewhere ... someplace and sometime.

junyi! posted at 7:42 pm.

How would you feel if the only thing that you are remotely good at brings you nowhere?

Maybe it was expected. But sometimes, reality seems harsher than what you can imagine.

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On the lookout for ccas to join ...

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Sorry Chryseis. Couldn't join you dudes these days ... I hope u guys have a rolling good time playing pool! Will try to join you guys at the next OG outing.

junyi! posted at 6:30 pm.

Maybe it just is a stressful period for all of us.

Maybe it is just a case of misunderstandings & miscommunication.

Maybe it is just me. If so, then I really am so sorry.

Things happen for a reason. And if it was a misunderstanding, maybe we should have just bothered listening to each other, and thrash things out in a calm, composed manner.

I don't think there is a need to be pissed about anything now. Maybe we just needed some formalities to be done. Maybe not all of us work the same way or think the same way.

It must have been the kind of perspectives given. No one is to be blamed for all that is happening. We all have a right to think what we want to. You may deny about perspectives, but from your point, and from our point, I can tell you that it is really poles apart.

Maybe we should just take the coming weekend to chill. And when Monday comes, after everything, maybe things will get better.

If I was the cause of everything, then I truly am sorry. Times have changed. It wasn't the way it used to be. And anyway, I have thought it through ... no matter what everyone out there thinks, I think it is worth a shot. I doubt if I have anything to lose.

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There. I have blogged. I should think this is one of the more emotional entries that I have written. Maybe because it hasn't happened often. And in any case, and on another note, thank you Suhas, Zul, Jing Song & Sarala for the past few days.

junyi! posted at 7:30 pm.

Week 1 gone. Time flies, doesn't it? So much has happened. I guess it is a little difficult to express everything in words. Orientation has been both fun and meaningful. It has successfully (i guess ... some sort of) integrated us into jc life ... but whether we do really fit in in the end is really up to us, isn't it? Got to know certain people better AND got to know people ... well ... it was really fun. A little diff to detail the entire week's programme ... so shan't. Haha. But muz say the donation drive (contrary to wat some may think) was really quite meaningful. Was glad i haf at least done my part in raising funds!

Class is 1SO3W ... last SO3 class ... same class as nah & shang ... dunno the rest well. But i guess once we do, we will have a rolling good time ahead! (i m being really, really optimistic here).

I do think i will have a great week ahead. But right now, i pray and hope after the first 3 months, i get to stay in RJ.

Havent been blogging much, but it has been a really busy past 1 week. So sorry.

One last thing, my OG's really great ... filled with lot's of enthusiastic ppl (every1 of u). Photos damn funky ... brought back great memories (some too scandalous to put up).

Rawk on Chryseis!

junyi! posted at 10:51 pm.

Happy New Year everybody!

O well. will try to make this short.

PCS gathering over. took fotos. Really interesting to see so many ppl whom i hv not seen for so long. But somehow, never communicate wif some of them. haha. That was 2 days ago, on the 30th. But all in all, time well spent.

Then there was new year eve celebrations. went to esplanade ... quite a pity for the countdown not to be shown ... but wat both shang and suhas said was pretty rite ... it isnt quite appropriate while many r suffering, though i personally tot there was a mixed message sent in having a party still and JUST not televising it doesnt make any difference, especially when u haf a movie instead ... wat's the title again ... One Fine Day? or sumthing? ... yea ... tok abt inconsistencies ...

Today we had New Year Celebrations at David Kan's house (apologies if i get the surname wrong ...) ... Jing song's cousing ... apparently though i never gave a tot to tt ... haha ... though shang pointed out the similarity in the way they sound ... which i soooo totally agreed. It was really great juz talking, fooling around and all. Really enjoyed the whole thing ... esp getting my 2005 diary filled wif autographs, addresses and all ... haha! so funky ... hope we can have it many many times ...

O ... recieved a call this morning from my OGL and in case u guys want to noe ... m in Chryseis ... in my state of sleepiness ... i din actually ask any qns ... tho i really wanted to noe hu else is my ogl ... sigh ... if u noe ur og already ... would appreciate if u tag or sms or tell me somehow ... esp if u r in the same og as me ... haha

Alrite ... Got my clothes from jingsong 2day ... shirt's ok ... but omg ... the pants ... i never knew i was tt thin until i tried the shorts on ... i feel so freaking insecure wearing it ... ok lah ... i not poser enough ... haha ... i think it is a ploy among auyong and jing song to get me fatter ... haha ... never mind ... i told js i will pay when i finally fit into the shorts. lol.

Alrite. Tt's all. Wishing u all the best. I shall end of with a real incident shared at the debates new year celebrations.

Jing Song & Vivek were walking to the area outside the admin office and saw a 'dirty green car' parked at HM's parking lot, instead of a silver one tt Mr Wong had. So according to sources, Jing Song knocked on HM's car window (JS refused to verify these sources) and when the man came out, JS kindly told him he is not supposed to park there as it is for the HM. The man asked JS and vivek wat school he was from, when told RI ... the man said something like, 'You know who I am? Look at the lot.' ... the man was Bob Koh. (new hm ... for all those not in the know) ... Jing Song's name was taken down.

cheerios.

junyi! posted at 11:33 pm.