we are never the people we think we are. we are the ones we pretend, with all our hearts, we cannot become.

In many ways, i suppose there is no point lamenting on bad results once AGAIN. it sucks doesn't it. but at this juncture, i think it's important to start realising that it is never the fault of others, at this point of time, perhaps it is time to realise we shld stop being england and blame the whole world ... except ourselves.

still searching for the magic

gosh. i still need that magic to step out of all the mediocrity tt i have been through. bah. u noe, for some weird reason i m actually more pissed with my gp essay than those chem results. like les said, it's always the same grade - stagnant. it might go down this time. but it's never an up. it sucks to be true. how to be better?

the last weekend has been good tho. it's the first time in a long while that i felt a load taken off my chest. like i can take a rest without actually feeling guilty, though knowing that this will be the last rest in a long time. it feels good, to be able to pick up a book and just spend the entire day reading, understanding how another lives, being touched by how another behaves. that's the joy of reading i guess. trashy books, or not so trashy ones. haha.

and navjote's bday celebration was cool. cos we had ice-cream. haha. ok lame attempt at a joke here. no lah it's cos it is NAVJOTE you noe, and cos of the fantastic company. and the weird things we winded up doing. tho suya is not too happy. in fact she is infuriated. BUT suya if u r reading this, whatever you are infuriated about i was not involved. but i do apologise for not doing anything.

yups thanks a mil nav ... u made the last youth day we will have left a memorable one. and i m glad u liked ur card (:

soon everyone will start picking up their books again. some have started. and then there's no turning back. A levels, here we come.

and daddy's bday today. happy birthday =) dinner at lei's garden was cool. nice dinners always make my day =)

the number of casualties that the truth might cause, versus the numbner of casualties saved by ignorance

a random entry really. i am in a random mood.

junyi! posted at 10:49 pm.