Ok i havent blogged here in ages, mainly because I have had to write about my life in a personal portfolio in the past 1 week and I was not about to, in the middle of writing about myself in a personal portfolio, write about myself in my blog which is probably read by less people who would be reading my personal portfolio.

my grammar sucks. haha.

anw, i would love to add that one of my biggest accomplishments now include doing the entire personal portfolio! I mean, I THOUGHT it was easy stuff, but I was wrong. Cos the thing jus did not seem good enough, and I had to keep changing and changing. And subsequently make the entire thing look much prettier! (: Spent loads of time doing it, the reflections bit was a little :S cos it did make me feel small about myself at certain points of time. I mean it's TRUE that we WOULD NOT write about the negative things that we did, but as we write down the positive things, we would inevitably be reminded of all the unhappy memories, and all the not-so-good things that we did. You could say I learnt a lot in the writing of this personal portfolio, most notably in marketing myself, and for that I have the loads of friends I have to thank! (: Starting from my daddy who read the first draft till the last draft and kept giving suggestions from the perspective of a potential employer; zul who tolerated with my copying and pasting on msn even as he himself was busy with his pp (which i thought was fantastic and well deserving of an award btw) and gave priceless comments, and a totally invaluable character reference (which i will return in due time haha); navjote who read through almost everything and gave loads and loads of feedback (:; kangkang who read through the ENTIRE personal portfolio over 2 hours and painstakingly corrected my english which in and off itself is already bad enough, but this time round further worsened by writing everything at 2,3am. haha; samjo & many others who gave loads and loads of ideas in me doing this entire pp. and how can i forget, sarala & wong siew hoong for lending credibility to my testimonials haha. o yes, very imptly too, ms dnet yap, for her kind permission to use her photos in my pp and her helping to put all the documents into the pink, clear plastic file that i chose over blue for obvious reasons. haha.

haha and thanks for the compliments & erm reality check for those who saw the pp. but i think madam has to be thanked for being rather supportive all this while - at least seemingly supportive haha. yups tt kinda helps and keeps me going.

haha i jus realised i speak like i have accomplished something great. when all i have done is a personal portfolio. haha. i guess in a sense the whole pp is a good closure to all tt we have done in our 2 years in rj, and spending so much time to complete the whole thing ... whoa.

exams r coming and i m pretty dead. hoping i can put behind all these stuff and jus concentrate on my studies from tomorrow! the class is pretty quiet and my social life is pretty much zilch now. nothing much has been happening. at least nothing worth remembering tt i wld put it up here. life sucks =(

and yes haha i learnt in 3 mins how to airbrush my faaaaaaaaaaace haha to remove tt horrible complexion of mine hahas. how cool is tt. i shall learn more functions of photoshop although my face is so cmi how much photoshop also cannot look good lah haha. at least jus make it less cmi. haha.

yay and in the spirit of paying it forward, as i keep highlighting in my personal portfolio, i shall rmb to write chenwei & zul's testimonials soon (:

junyi! posted at 10:18 pm.